so yes I am the one he hides behind the backs of others I am the one he wont look upon when they are close I am the bitch in his dreams and I love it ( Read more... )

wellllll cant wait to get my hair . . .. . yay i get to kill my hair . . . . WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE Fuck you three mr. bear your party sucked ass and you smell like ass!!!!!!! I hate every thing about you!!! ( to a hell of a lot of people ) why do i . . . . . .. . . lol wait i dont love you .. . . lol I only love my girl ( Read more... )

Okay so that guy that I was all like yay about . . .. well I havent seen him in awhile .. .sigh . . grrrr cheese .. . last time I talked to him I was really sick and he was worried and I want to go see him but I 'm afraid I'll like seem too needy and shit so I'm like waiting for him to get a hold of me or something . .. he was really nice .. . I ( Read more... )

Sex Facts ( Read more... )

the man of my Dreams . . .not the one I thought I'd get . . .Yes I have my love . . he stands in the darkness beconing me in to the shadows . . .strong and lean he holds my hand and helps me stand . . .Tears fall from the eyes of strangth and I find the one I looked for . . .. .. he is the oe that is perfect . . . .Perfect do you know what it is ( Read more... )

Oh I forgot to add what the naughty thing is about one word .. . .KYLE!!!!!! smiles . . . .. god I'm nervous
well Domi wish me luck girl!!

You want me to feel sorry for you ( Read more... )

I hate life I hate the shit in it and I hate the majority of the people alive fuck you three . .. yeah so can you tell I'm a lil' stressed .. My throat is like killing me and I want to die .. I have some purdy new cuts all nice and deep I was going to kill myself last night . . .but I thought better of it . . .yay . .. I want hair cut before I ( Read more... )

I'm sorry to all thoughs that care about me . .. . . . . .. .
I'm sorry I'm so depressed
I'm sorry I talk so sadly
I love you all
Love,
desi

ANOther bloody day goes by and i want to die