oh that feeling ( Read more... )

Progress ( Read more... )

Here goes ( Read more... )

I feel like the autumn will bring a downfall of emotion because I'm already starting to feel it. This will be relapse number 4 ( Read more... )

So. The bomb has been dropped ( Read more... )

I'm ashamed to know that while John and I were friends, Nas brought up my scars to him. That is not only embaressing but depressing. I feel like a nutcase. A misunderstood nutcase. I've only cut myself three times in last 10 months. Can't I call that progress? In my own mind, I'm progessing consdering how unhappy I can get and how insecure I still ( Read more... )

I really wish John would grow out of the habit of putting his foot in his mouth. I know half the crapt he says, he really doesnt mean but for the moment, it gets me heated ( Read more... )

I'm sitting at panera right now with John, pretty much just playing around on my new laptop. Hes doing homework and taking a quiz and I'm just watching him stress out about it. I really wish he wouldnt because I know hes going to do okay and really if he has any serious questions, he should ask me. its not like i dont do his homework for him every ( Read more... )

I have a huge bruise on my hand and it aches. Sigh ( Read more... )

Money ( Read more... )