Im kind of scared to start school because i dont know exactly how its going to get paid for. Johns got me nervous now because he got a bill for 6,9&something from DeVry, even though he got a loan from Wachovia for 7,000. My mom keeps stressing me out as well reminding me that if she gets a bill, shes not paying it. John keep reminding me that its ( Read more... )

relationship = failure.

mhm :/

I learned so much today. No really ( Read more... )

Recently I met a new friend. His name is Matt and I actually know him through another friend. Strange how I knew that friend for so long but never crossed paths with him. Anyways, he brought up livejournal tonight and I totally forgot about mine. Well, not really because I've had it for so long but yeah its been awhile ( Read more... )

Believe it or not, it'll be 8 months on the 14th of june ( Read more... )

Okay okay ( Read more... )

I guess I had been putting the thought that maybe this wouldnt work out, in the back of my head. Don't get me wrong, our relationship has turned into something beyond wonderful and its still going strong - i think. Tonight it was sort of sprung on me ( Read more... )

okay. so ( Read more... )

Ready for this? Ben and I didnt end up getting back together completely. We gave it several shots but in the end, he wasnt worth it. He still to this day continues to treat me like shit even though I'm sweet to him. But his opinion no longer has an affect on me. Hes just Ben ( Read more... )

Ben and I have been broken up for almost 2 weeks and I seriously feel like I'm dying ( Read more... )