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Merry Christmas!!!!
I love my family and friends, but I have a hole in my heart that will never mend. I miss my babies. All year round...but a little more during certain times of the year. It's hard to hear about how great Christmas is when you have little ones around. It's hard to see all the pictures of the little ones with the pure happiness in their eyes knowing ( Read more... ) -
Quick apology
To anyone who still has me on their friends list, I'm sorry for the long posts. Unfortunately, I do not know how to hide my posts on my phone.
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Back2good
So I'm wide awake and was looking through my phone when I noticed that I just stopped my post the other day so abruptly. Thought I would try and finish it tonight=)
I want to get back to that good place I was talking about the other day. My relationship with my husband has never been so good. I feel like we are exactly where we should be for a ( Read more... ) -
Man how things have changed...
Jay is amazing! We are in such a good place right now. He is 123 days sober and going strong! We may not be financially stable yet. But our lives have changed so much! I feel like I have my husband back...the man I fell in love with. Our relationship has gotten so much stronger. All the hard times we have been through had only brought us closer ( Read more... ) -
Family names
Just bored in between commercials so I thought I would share some family names.
Catherine Anne (me)
Jason Victor (hubby)
Benjamin Pasquale (son)
Dominick Joseph (son)
And if we have a daughter we like the name Sophia Grace
Some random friends and family
Lisa Marie
Angela Louise
Edward Eugene
Keri Lynn
Sandra Elizabeth
Alexander Joseph
Maryann Kimberly
Anthony ( Read more... ) -
So I'm theblack sheep now...
The family kicked me and my husband out. I'm shunned. I don't feel like writing out the whole story now... details to follow tomorrow. -
God, grant me serenity...
to accept the things I can not change.
courage to change the things I can.
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Dear Benjamin,
Happy second birthday! I can't believe you would have been 2 today! I know you are getting to be such a big boy! I bet Nana, Poppop, Great, Grandpa, Grandpa, your little brother Dominck, and all your other family up there are having a really nice party for you. You'll have to tell me all about it one day <3 ( Read more... ) -
July 21st......
will be when Dominick would have been 1 month and Benjamin would have been 2! Where does time go??? I try to imagine what my life would be like with a lil 2 year old and a new baby. Things would be so different. I dream all the time about what Benjamin...and now Dominick would look like. Dominick is easy for now. I picture him looking pretty much ( Read more... ) -
Things should be different now...
I was scheduled for my c-section yesterday morning at 9 am. I should have met my lil guy for the first time. I should have heard him cry, and held him for a few mins before they took him for his surgery. I think life is so cruel sometimes. I love God...I believe in Heaven and in angels. I love having something to watch over me....but I wanted my ( Read more... )