tired of being lonely. kittens are cute, but no substitute for human interaction...

i hate being told that i'm really very good, just not quite good enough...

i need to post in here more when i'm happy but it does seem to help my tummy feel a little better when it's really hurting soooo here i am again ( Read more... )

why is it that so many of my good friends are so far away? i'm feeling pretty selfish and it just doesn't seem fair...

today was the kids' last day of school. i think i have been in shock about it and it just really hit me just now as i was lying in bed thinking about my day. i am going to miss those kids like CRAZY. i can genuinely say i loved them all, even more than i think i even realize. i'm upset because i feel like the end of our day was rushed (because of ( Read more... )

I am currently in my last semester of college (yay!) and have spent it student teaching in a fourth grade classroom at Los Amigos Elementary School in the Sunnyside School District. It is amazing and I love it and am emotionally drained by it all at the same time. Just as a little background info, it is not located in the nicest area of town and ( Read more... )

this whole halloween week has been such a bust. what is normally my favorite holiday has been lamelamelameeeee! well, the past week has been, really. i hope things start looking up tomorrow. i am heading to bed for tonight. i wish i still had someone to cuddle with... :(

i am feeling extremely stressed out at the moment due to multiple things and am really, really feeling it in my shoulders, which is not helping in the least. i can feel them tightening and then tightening some more. i don't know how to make it stop, though. i have stuff i need to do but am worthless at getting anything done because i guess i am ( Read more... )

rarararrrrr. i am a little stressed out. i have too much school crap going on to have so much other additional crap going on with work,ballet,friends,etcccc. my grades are already being effected because i have forgotten to do things. this worries me since the semester just started. i also have to get my student teaching application in by sept. 20 ( Read more... )

no tears today! yay me. i didn't have to see him, though. tomorrow might not go as well.
i miss oso.