Shameful Secret

[xxstormhartxx]

I can't believe I've sunk this low. For Hyne's sake may lightening strike me mercifully dead.

Comments

[mercenaryblonde]

*blinks* hmm. Squall's very detached in this. It's like he learned at some point that "at this age, young boys want to experiment", noticed that Seifer was interested and decided to just... play along. I get the feeling that really, Squall doen't care at all, they could be just sparring. Very empty.

And it's driving Seifer nuts. No matter what he says or does, he can't reach in and connect with Squall. Squall could walk away at any moment and never think twice about it.

Though there is one line - It felt right, to be here and do this and *take* this while he could. Even if he didn’t know what this was or why he wanted it. It was enough to have something, someone, that he knew - that suggest that on a level, Squall knows that there's a lack... an emptiness... and he's trying to find a way to fill it.

[xxstormhartxx]

So it doesn't sound massively ooc and strange to you?

[mercenaryblonde]

For your Squall, no. This does sound like something he'd have done. Almost like he's wondering if Seifer could break him.

(the Squall in my head is sort of blinking and looking over at Irvine going... you ever say shit like that to me Kinneas and Selphie's going to have to find a new boytoy...)

[xxstormhartxx]

-snickers hard- I have no idea *why* I wrote this as I generally hate this pairing but... it sounded right enough I had to. And then I read it and was like, waaaaaait, how OOC am I *really* getting here? Thus, second oppinion. -hugs you and hands your muses candy-