(11:19:35 AM) Stormhart: And for some reason my Turkverse is stuck on the bdsm channel, so I'm not going there without supervision for a while ( Read more... )

I can't believe I've sunk this low. For Hyne's sake may lightening strike me mercifully dead.

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Card Modification:

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Winter Morning ( Read more... )

I don't know what I should write here. I can't afford to forget about the horrors of the place we've left, or the price for escape. What words can keep the memory of nightly terrors and mornings of mistrust, wakeful dreaming, alliances and abuses? What words can keep Zell alive in my mind? As well as that little girl? Or the people around me for ( Read more... )

Zell and I were called with some of the other patients and transported to a new place, but Zell isn't here. I can't feel Ifrit, and there is no sign of the blond. I have to assume he was either captured and held in Landels, or died in transit. My mind doesn't want to speculate but th chances are, if Ifrit didn't make it through... that he is dead ( Read more... )

I'm a hamster. I'm a fucking hamster in a fucking wheel and I can't find my way out. I keep climbing for no fucking reason. I can't get out, Zell doesn't *want* to get out. I have no one to protect, no one to live for, no Garden, no missions, no purpose, no reason. I'm a kept rodent in a cage and I want to fucking hang myself ( Read more... )

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Between Nano, my Dad falling off the roof, my grandmother in the hospital, Mom flying out and all the regular everyday school and work crap, I may not be on much. If I am and don't post, bug me, but don't be surprised if I dissapear for a while randomly. Just got a lot to deal with.