There's only so much interneting I could do before I broke down and let everyone know how lonely I am. Shit. I had to say goodbye to Mary today, it was rough. Neither one of could stop crying. I didn't stop till I reached route 2, however far that is. But I am glad that was the way it had to end. Sweet sorrow, I've heard. It's kind of like that. ( Read more... )

The roads between my towns are covered in the same chocolate milky water that fills the garage of my second family. After the show I was comanded to not leave, but did, and the birthday party I came to less than prepared, I got my headlights covered in that water, just an effort to remain as unsafe as possible in these "last days ( Read more... )

aisforabicus: are you jesse strecker?
jesanystriker: yeah
aisforabicus: then fuck you

The best thing that has happened to me, in like, weeks, is finding my copy of under construction by Missy Elliot. I haven't been this bad in a while, it's starting to get to me. I'm thinking about reppin' straight edge.
The fires are really beautiful. Some of the most beautiful things get rid of the old. I think the rule is, I follow suit.

jesanystriker: this girl in my school had a "michael moore for president" t-shirt ( Read more... )

Everybody's talking, and everybody agrees.

unsaidtonight: you've got wonderful grades and you swim and run and stuff
unsaidtonight: go for it
jesanystriker: I don't think they care about grades in the olympics.

I've been on an asymptote with disaster for a few weeks now. I talked to Corinne tonight, on the phone. When I told her my situation, she couldn't help but just laugh. "why on earth do you put up with that?". Corinne is totally and cokpletly awesome though. Friends for life.

ciarraherrell: are you flying SOUTHWEST?!
jesanystriker: I don't think so
jesanystriker: sorry
ciarraherrell: awwww. southwest is the best.

I think I might stop by a velvet teen show tommorow night in cambridge, you know, I'm arund, and so are they, and I thin I'm going to be basically right next door anyway. I've already been to the venue, it's a cool middle eastern resturant. It should be fun, then I'm home the next day.