i have no clue what is going on, whats happening, and why....shit this really sucks...why cant things be how they used to be?

when we are mindful of every nuance of our natural world, we finally get the picture; that we are only given one dazzling moment of life her on Earth, and we must stand before that reality both humled and elebated, subject to every law of our universe and grateeful for our brief but intrinsic participation with it ( Read more... )

i was just thinking about this ( Read more... )

man today was pretty kewl...one of the best days so far this week, because this week has been pretty lame... went to tommy's house today... me and tom took in some bowls today, watched a little mister rodgers, made some potatoes, and easy mac, and picles, and eggs, and bread with butter, and french fries, yeah we had the munchies, and smoked like ( Read more... )

last week was the greatest...up in the mountains getting faded every night, and making faded phone calls...sorry to those who i offended while making faded phone calls, dont be offended; i was blitzed out of my mind... the only thing that has been a bummer is that alyse has been gone for a while but she gets back on thurs...its a real downer but it ( Read more... )

thanx to the following people for making the past four years the best of my life ( Read more... )

just moved into a new house and it is kewl... im like walking distance to groundzero, so now i can be uberscene and walk... my birthday is in 9 days 11 hours and thirty minutes...thats how excited i am...only tommy really knows how significant this is, ill be able to buy squares for us... me and alyse are going back out and im glad because she is a ( Read more... )

so how can i be so blind... it was all there all the time...

"when holding hands is so powerless"
"i put my foot aganst the gas,into the wall that must have said your name"
"if this is what you want then fire at will"

it sucks when people change

scene point opprotunity
"this captain goes down with the ship, all hands on deck stand hand in hand"

sorry to all about the emo ass posts but the weekend has been bomb...starting with friday, a night that none of us will ever forget (or one that some cant remember) alyse's house was tight and her sister is so awesomely kewl, i love her so, because she took care of me when i needed to be... and poor tommy broke his camera, no more faded myspace ( Read more... )