I really don't know whats going on! I don't know whats running through my head but what I do know is that I can't stop thinking about you. It upsets me when we aren't talking and when I come home and see that your name isn't signed on... it's the biggest let down. I love talking to you and being around you. You make me smile and call me crazy but I ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel soo damn alone. I mean I am happy for everyone cause they all have people in their lives and someone to be there for them... but I envy them all. I have close to no friends at all and it seems that with every passing day I lose more. And the one person that made me happy atleast once a day... I've hurt and might not get back. I ( Read more... )

I dont know if it was cause you were there for me when I needed someone most or if it was because that one night we were so damn connected that you sent chills down my spine and you weren't even there or if its for some unknown reason that i haven't quite realized yet but... I can't get you out of my mind. I miss you ( Read more... )

If misery loves company... then how come I'm still alone? I'm really starting to hate it here. This whole "after high school" bullshit is no where near as great as you all think it will be. You better suck up that day to day company you guys have in school cause I guarentee that you wont even keep 5 of your friends from school. As soon as people ( Read more... )

Do you ever feel like your best friend is your "safe zone"? I can't really explain this all too well cause I dont know if I understand it all that well yet either. But do you ever feel like you depend on someone to always be around, so you wont be alone? Like, when you dont have a boyfriend or a girlfriend and you aren't getting that attention you ( Read more... )

Wow, so many things in my life have just changed. Talk about a losing streak. 1st to go was my job, then my car TWICE, 3rd was my phone, and fourth was my boyfriend, I'm pretty sure I lost a friend too because I am so pathetic and I think too much and I let everything get to me and that is enought to drive anyone crazy! But I have to try and stay ( Read more... )

I am so incredibly happy right now... so much was weighing on my mind with this whole James thing... but I made my decision and I made the right one! I am so happy now! James is the greatest guy I have ever dated. He's wonderful! I wish all my friends (girls) could have a guy as wonderful as mine is! Looks aren't anything (even though he IS ( Read more... )

I'm gonna stay eighteen forever...so we can stay like this forever...and we'll never miss a party cause we keep them going constantly...and we'll never have to listen...to ANYONE about ANYTHING...cause it's all been done and it's all been said WE ARE THE COOLEST KIDS AND WE TAKE WHAT WE CAN GET!!! Your Just Jealous Cause We're Young And Inlove ( Read more... )

I am so confused. I want a boyfriend and some stability...but on the opposing hand I don't. I mean I do like him, a lot... but I dont know. I dont think I am ready for a commitment. I like being single but I also like always knowing I have someone...see I am sooo confused. I'm meeting all these new people and I am just getting use to a town i have ( Read more... )

I have so much weighing on my shoulders right now but its funny. The weight on my shoulders now does not even compair to the weight that was lifted from them by leaving hudson. I am in such a haven now and I am loving every minute of it. My music career is going pretty good right now. I am writing my fourth song of the album and recording my 2nd ( Read more... )