of course i care!! and i'm sorry things suck right now. trust me, they're not as bad as they seem. if you wanna, you can tell me everything, so i can tell you that you're over analyzing everything. if i knew what was going on, i could help more, so i'll give you a big hug when i see you later tonite instead. i love you!! you havent hurt me or anything!!
dale dale dale. when i first feasted my eyes on you in period 1 geometry class in freshman year... whoo... hot shit... those modeling pictures... RRR! forget everything, come make a baby with me. ~ just kidding. if u ever need someone to talk to.. im here!
awww, "i heart you" rachel dale! and one hug a week isn't enough for the rachel fix in my life. everything will come out good in the end. and you have such a support system in your life, everybody loves you! including me! :)
Rachel. I have so much to say to you, but im not about to say it on livejournal. Just know that, yes you messed up, big time. And no, i am not making a big deal about this, and i never do. i cant believe you had the nerve to say that. you dont know me.
I really thought i knew u, Rachel... but i guess i was wrong, the sad thing was is that i considered u a best friend. everyone makes mistakes yea, i've made a few but i wouldnt have done it to my best friend or at least a good friend. i really trusted u with everything, i told u so many things i've never told anyone else and what sucks is that it really didnt matter to u or someone else at that moment. i never expected it from u, we had talked so many times about how hurt i was from him, and now look. hurt from u too. when i saw u two getting close at times i would always think to myslef, "Rachel would never do that to me." guess i was wrong, there's just a side to u that i didnt know and now its finally come through. i dont know what u considered me to u... and from what i heard obviously not one of ur best friends because u "wouldnt have done that to them." i'm sorry that i trusted u and im sorry i considered u my best friend, i guess u can never get too close to someone, because they'll get too close to ur own best friend... dont
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thanx cilla, i know u would never backstab me when im asleep, especially under my own blanket that i sleep with every day... thanx eleni for being honest... now i know who my tru friends are. i make mistakes, yes that's a given, but none that'll risk the loss of a "best friend"... "chicks before dicks" enough said. i can go on and on with this but im tired of wasting my brain cells on u... goodnite... (long live the giraffes!)
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thanx eleni for being honest... now i know who my tru friends are. i make mistakes, yes that's a given, but none that'll risk the loss of a "best friend"...
"chicks before dicks" enough said.
i can go on and on with this but im tired of wasting my brain cells on u... goodnite... (long live the giraffes!)
~ Drama Queen
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