As of right now my life is a bit chaotic. Too many things going on. I need to relax and get back to the simpler way of life. Past few days have been fun though. Work was alright. Liane's party was fun. i saw a bunch of ppl I havent seen in awhile. I was the designated driver. I took the very intoxicated Mimis home. Then stayed there with Erik and ( Read more... )

Everything I want right now is just out of reach. Things need to become simpler. Im going crazy. If only...

There is no one out there for me.

I dont talk to boys. Not because I dont have the time or I dont want to, men are evil, I dont date...bs I say. Its because I dont want the pain of loosing someone again. If I talk to a guy and I end up liking him that means Im at risk. I picture it as a safety bubble. Bubble wrap!!!! lol. I like that better. Blah im unsober tonight. I would call ( Read more... )

Im getting the hang of school. Im so happy that we started rehearsing for the recital. Russian history is interesting. Anthropology is the same thing again. Freehand is...drawing...eh... Easy semester I think. Life is same ol' same ol' except I think Im getting emotions back. How horrible is that. I was sad last week. I am a lil sad at the moment ( Read more... )

OMG my dad is drunk and babbling on and on about stuff. Its cute in a way. My papi. Anyways, I was trying to take a bath because I hurt and I want to bathe and go to bed and he kept on talking and talking and talking. He was so drunk I wanted to yell at him for driving home. I love my dad ( Read more... )

Blah work blah! Okay. Im tired. Auditions are tomorrow. Im about to go to the RNC after party. Maybe, I am really tired. I will think about it. John gave the cute guy the works across the street my number. Asshole!!! John saw him at the club he went to last night and he was drunk and told the guy I thought he was cute. Grrrrrrrrrr. So he gave a ( Read more... )

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Im on the verge or quitting cigarettes. Some people ask "Why cant you quit cold turkey?" Well, its hard. Im under a lot of stress from school, work, personal shit. I also have been smoking for about 5 years so Im addicted. Anyways, I think it will take a month. So, Im going to be taking Modern and Freehand for sure. Russian History 90% sure and ( Read more... )

First day of school was alright. It is going to be chaotic this first week. Im very excited about the dance recital though. I know Im going ot be in Alysons piece. She even already told me to be in charge of costumes!!! Awesome....nighty night gotta wake up early again tomorrow. Oh, my phone isnt on. I need to pay the bill. So, sorry for whoever ( Read more... )

I started it off with two shots of Jager. Talked to a few peoples. Smoked a tiny bit. Drank some more. Luis was there. I havent seen that fool in awhile. Then Sam was there. I could have lived the rest of my life in perfect happiness if I hadnt seen him again. Drank too much Jager. Hadnt eaten in two days. Took a vicadin a few hours before hand. It ( Read more... )