I feel better than I have been lately. I was going through a bad period were I just wanted to be back in California. I still ould like to be there, but I love my job up here right now. Sooner or later I will go back to Cali and stay forever. I miss my friends. I dont want them to move on with their lives without me.

I should ever tell people things ever. I feel like shit. Does it really even matter. Will things even change? I doubt it will.

I dont like it here. Im lonely. Talked to Ruth today. Talked to Taylor. Talked to Mimis. Talked to Mike. Talked to Charlie. Talked to Shawn. I want to move back to California.

Last time I was on LiveJournal I talked about moving to Arizona. Well, it sucked. Living with my boyfriend was great. I love him like no other. Arizona is just a trash state. I heard how Flagstaf and Sedona are beautiful. I wasnt there. I was in Tempe, home to ASU, a hop skip and a jump from Phoenix. I never want to see a cactus again. What I had ( Read more... )

moving to tempe in January. Wont come onto livejournal often anymore. want to talk to me send me and email crisandra@ihaveabigass.com .yes its really my email address.

Well, its been awhile. Shawnje came to visit!!!!!! It was the best weekend I have had in awhile. Work sucked, but he made it better. I was sad to see him get on that bus. I havent talked to him since. He left his phone somewhere. Im sending him a letter today. He wanted a picture. I found one Im pleased enough to send him. Im at my dads right now. ( Read more... )

So, I was kicked out of my house. Im living with John. Things are going well though. I have a new phone because my dad turned my old one off. Everything else has been going same ol' same ol' school and work school and work. naps are fun but seldom. Im so fucking tired.

I had an arguement with my father today. Well, really he was yelling at me while I sat in my room with my door closed and listened. I havent spoken to him since. Yet he called me on my way to work and left a mean message. When all was said I have to move out tomorrow. His reasons. "You left your door closed, you left a candle burning, and you left ( Read more... )

Sat- Work 4:30
Sun- Work 3:30
Mon- Labor Day
Tue- School 12:30- 3:30 Work 5:30
Wed- School 9:30-6:00
Thur- School 12:30- 3:30 Work 5:30
Fri- Work 6:00
Sat- Work 4:30

Im moody because I havent had a cigarette all day. I dont plan on having one ever again. I fought with John all day. Whats new with that though. I almost got in a fight with Alex and Gabe within 5 mins of eachother. I need to relax. Shawnje just called. I was gonna call him as soon as I got home and he called when I was getting on the off ramp. I ( Read more... )