Im such a dumbshit. Im on academic probation at school. Too many W's. I got up at 730am to find that out. If you can say I got up because I didnt really sleep. So, tomorrow morning Im going to get up at 6am. I took half a codeine. Just half...I really need to sleep. My friends are swearing I still pop them pills but the last time I took a pil was 3 ( Read more... )

So, I wasnt hungry yesterday. I ate two frensh fries at work. Im not hungry today, but Im going to go eat sushi with Gabe. I dont work until wednesday yay!! I dont mind working wednesdays now because the Library fucking sux wednesdays. I would so rather go thurs-tues. Cold showers rule!!!! I must take another one today. Or go swimming. Or both. I ( Read more... )

Im so fucking tired updating feels like a chore. So, last few days have been good. Worked. Went swimming with Mimis. Went to the Library of course. Yesterday was the RNC show. We went all the way to San Bernadino...ewwwwwwwww...so we get there and its just sux from that moment on. The bend played very well, but the sound was bad. The speakers were ( Read more... )

So, I went to Chino yesterday with Tony and Gabe. It was super hot. Gabe bought a quail. It flew away. Sad but funny. We went swimming at Gabes then dropped Tony off at work. Went to the Library. Got food with Alex. Went back to the Library. Went home. It was fun. Same ol' same ol' but fun. Im going swimming with Melissa at 4. Then Library. ( Read more... )

My brain is too exhausted to really say what happened last night. Had a party at the Mariott. Did shrooms at 1:30am with Steven, who was already drunk! John was drunk and being mean to alot of the Outback girls, including me, just so he can get on the new girl. As soon as the last of the Outbackers where leaving I got really sick. Spent a few hours ( Read more... )

Job. School. Car. Man ( Read more... )

Last night I got to hang out with my bud Mike for a bit. We went to a Hookah bar with john chen and his gf and her friends. It was fun. Got home and I couldnt sleep. I was suppose to wake up at 9 to work on my car but my dad got me up at 1030. Now my car is all fixed and I can drive anywhere I want!!!! I feel so free. So, Im going to driv e it to ( Read more... )

Worked sucked. Went to the Library aftwards. There wasGabe, Alex, John, Chris, jr, and joey. Talked to Gabe about a few things. He knows what to say to get me thinking and feeling better ( Read more... )

So, why would I want to go out and celebrate what WOULD HAVE BEEN our 6 year anniversary? Why bring it up? I dont think thats a smart thing. John is lucky he is a ditz. He has an excuse. If he wasnt I woulda smacked him ( Read more... )

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