I am nothing. It makes sense that I feel empty because there is nothing left for me to feel. The tears just fill the void that ultimately doesn't phase a second of my existence. There is no cure and there's no reason to be spiralling the way I am. I walk around living a nightmare on auto pilot. I have no idea what's going on. Then, suddenly I wake ( Read more... )

Wow its been a month since the last time I been on here so much has been going on with me knowing that my dad is leaving to go back to the army which is hard on me and my family. I'm in cali with my sis spending sometime with her until sept 1 which I really haven't had time to talk to my baby lately and I missing talking to him alot and I need to ( Read more... )

It's been a while since I been on here so did anyone miss me cause I been enjoying my summer traveling to different places seeing new people and seeing my old friends again. But then again I also been busy with my summer job helping my sis at her job along with her four friends. Since my brother in law be home during the day watching my cute niece ( Read more... )

Lately I been feeling sad and depressed over a few things thats going on in my family my dad is moving out my older sis is leaving to go live with her boyfriend in california. Its like everyone leaving me and moving on with their life expect me I feel like the world is moving on without me like no one even realize i'm still here besides my ( Read more... )

Lately I been feeling like everyone wants me to do some many things at the same time like yesterday when I had to wake up at 8am to go into the studio do a song for my second cd. I haven't really been sleeping that much like I use to or spend anytime with my friends or my family and I really miss talking to my baby on the phone. It feels so very ( Read more... )

Sorry I haven't updated since march 27th I been alil busy enjoying my spring break in miami flordia which is like my second home. But then again i'm alil mad cause my friend got a sidekick two and i want one but i'm short 250 anyone wanna help me out please cause i'm tired of working at my job and my singing career i'm putting on hold until june ( Read more... )

Lately I been feeling alil confused about a few things especially with my family and friends sometimes they tell me why do I bother being with the same guy all my life. They just don't understand how I feel about my boyfriend when the right guys comes along and show u true love u forget all about the other guys that broken ur heart or even the guys ( Read more... )

I'm glad I can talk to my baby tonight cause I been stressing out been too much on my mind and I don't have time to clear it I can finally talk again since saturday but its gonna take me a while to start singing again but I been working on it. I can't stop thinking about him hes always on my mind like 24/7 I love him more each day more then I ever ( Read more... )

I'm so mad right now my doctor told me I have to stop singing for a few weeks until my throat stop hurting and plus its very red. I'm mad cause I can't talk that much everytime I talk its hurts way too much I guess thats what I get for singing all day and all night in the studio working on my cd maybe god is trying to tell me something. Now i'm ( Read more... )

I been so stress out lately cause I been going back to school and working on my second album thats alot of pressure on me cause I haven't really had time to talk to my baby on the phone like I use to do before.I know he miss talking to me cause I keep missing his calls everytime he calls me which I really don't mean to cause I been in the studio ( Read more... )