I dont think i could sum up how pissed off I've been lately. for the past 3 days...Five guys have been pissing me off..all because of the same reason too. its quite amusing. a few friends are really pissing me off too. I'm just getting really tired of dealing with them..nothing really so much of how they are..but how they act.  I really wish there ( Read more... )

yes. we finally go back to school on monday. Im so happy. I miss so many people like crazy. I cant wait to see everyone. made alot of new friends over the break. yay. great way to start off the new year. I know for a fact saturday will kick major ass tho! I'm going shopping with my emo bff. !KATE! hell yeah. that chick rocks ( Read more... )

Written by mandie keene..co written by jenn micheals.

Break ups..fights..and drunken nights
Testing Limits of Love and hate
Deciding the boundries of wrongs and rights
finally being old enough to date

summer came in full effect
getting a shot of drugs and a taste of sex
taking road trips with destinations unknown
people feeling depressed..upset..and ( Read more... )

Well The coundown to 2005 has begun. In less than 24hrs. we hit the new year. but once again this year...I will be alone. I will have no one to kiss when that ball drops in time square. ...ah. who gives a shit.

I'm going out tonite. hell yeah. dont know what im doin though.  This is the longest I've stayed up in a long time..I WAS talking to brad. ( Read more... )

hello everyone.

well today was nothing major so far. Im thinking about going to target later on tonight. Get me some make up..no like i dont have enought of it. but hey..I'm a girl.
New Year's i dont know what the fuck Im doing. Carlin wants me to go downtown with her..and so far that doesnt seem like a problem. But knowing my family, they are ( Read more... )

well its early morning. and I wrote some songs..Im not going to put down the whole song..but here are a few lines from them..

"I scream my lungs out for help..but no one hears me..I scream louder..and no one listens"

"He Holds my hopes so high..but I trust him not to let them fall"

"I give you my heart..promise not to drop it?"

yeah..face it. Im ( Read more... )

wow its sure been FOREVER since I last blogged on here. hmm. Alot of stuff has happened. ..but not bad stuff. Good. =)

I am getting along well with everyone and vice versa. Life is great. I have a new theory on it. and yeah. lol....Christmas was awesome as well. Got lots of things I wanted..and still recieving. I have over 12 new year's resolutions ( Read more... )

I Am Thankful for...

- Nikki - being one of the great girlfriends i have this year
- Alex - being here for me, even tho he can be an ass..he still loves me
- Justin - being my like my big brother
- Tiffer -  being my lover!! and for going out with one of my good friends, and not that big headed dodo.
- Kate - being there for me with this whole.. _ _ _ ( Read more... )

My party was awesome. I cried though..only cuz i was pissed at something that happend that alot of my friends know about..but overall it was the best one ever!! There was *pole dancing* and tons of it. and crazy skating..making out and just it was the greatest!! and ALEX CAME!! YAYAYAYAYA!!! haha. he hasnt been over at my house since like january ( Read more... )

YAY finally a new layout. and I LOVE IT. I was listening to funeral of hearts last night and decided to make a layout for it. The pictures a based off the lyrics. I'm happy with the outcome.

anyways, Friday was awesome. I went to Jordan's with tiffer, got some "NAUGHTY" on. ha. tiffer and a few others know what i mean. Halloween was BEAST! =P.

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