I rest my case ( Read more... )

this journal entry was made for a specific person to read because I don't have the guts to go and do it on my own.

But yeah. Jeff, I told you to read this because I wrote it for you.
I know you probably have figured it out already because I've been trying to make it as obvious as i could without actually saying it AND I know you are interested in ( Read more... )

okay, so my day earlier was completely awesome because of someone. I was so happy. Then I went to tiffany's house...and had a rad time there.

got home, just felt like shit, mom started saying put downs, looked in the mirror, and i believed them.
i'm talking to nate right now, he's asking me what i feel, in my honest opinion as of right now, i feel ( Read more... )

Here's a few things I'm done with for now..

- Guys..too much stress. school needs to come first for me right now
- Smoking...i have to stop. Lucas wants me to and i need for my sake.
- relationships...same reason for guys.
- being a bitch lol..my best friend practically hates me now because im so mean to him.

- Mandie <3

" In time..my prince will ( Read more... )

So Today, I took my first mid-term exam of the year. It was quite easy. I got to use my notes. so it was all good. The school day sucked ass. I was pissed the whole day at Alex. Conflict again..him sayin something about the guy I like..and the guy I like totally apposing it. agh. I hate arguing. But tomarrow, I'm going to Brandy's. Band practice. ( Read more... )

okay, so for the past 2 days, i've had no school. fucking awesome! lol i got snow days. i didnt get to sleep in this morning though. i woke up at 5. thinking we had school..got out of the shower. got like a million AIM messages and text messages saying we had no school. I was already to awake to go back to bed. So I stayed up and talked to Kristina ( Read more... )

well this weekend was interesting. me and kristina became friends.  shes really nice and fun to be around. so im glad that we get along now. =)

so saturday, went to the show with shanee'. hung out with pidgeon and eric. eric got me on a fucking mt. dew streak. after i had some of his..i went out and got more. SO hyper that night..ask shanee. she ( Read more... )

okay well this week has been awesome. I will always remember it i think. It's been the greatest week of the new year so far. I have my weekend all planned out and lined up.

Friday, I will be going to Nikki's house for band practice. very exciting. gonna try to come up with something good for you guys.

Saturday, I will be going to the show at ( Read more... )

well. I didnt get the job. Thats okay though. The only reason I didnt get it is because they were filled up with hosts. But the lady said as soon as they get an opening, they will let me know. So that makes me happy.

Anyways, tonight I went to see Justin in "the spoon river anthology". He did a kick ass Job. so that was good.I talked to Brittany. I ( Read more... )

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