i'm so fucking stressed out.
oh my god.

no guy has ever stressed me out so much like he does.
jesus christ.
i would understand him acting this way if i was his girlfriend
but i'm not!
so what the fuck.
seriously
what
the
fuck.

ughhh.

leave me alone.
stop getting jealous over stupid shit.
i'm not your girlfriend.
argh.

so going to the emergency room last night really sucked.
i didn't get home until 1130pm.
gladly i'm feeling a bit better.

i will be ok...
i will be ok.
i will be ok.

::sigh::
i will be ok.
i should go take a nap.
my head hurts and feels as if its going to fall off and roll away.
that wouldn't be too good.
i'll be headless.
lol
ah kay yeah...
i'm not in the mood to laugh.
heh.

ok...
i'm trying ok. i really am.
i mean... its not like i have another choice.
there's no point in holding on when that person doesn't love you anymore.
the only thing i can do is lie to myself and tell myself that it doesn't bother me.
that it doesn't hurt and pretend to be over it.

ay dios.
grr
my flipping stomach hurts.
my head hurts.
i need a doctor -.-
anywho
next week should be good =]
anddd
yeahh
i think i'm going to go drink tea.
<3

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i really don't know.
i just don't know.
::sigh::
i don't know.

i'm in a really good mood
but then again i'm not
lol
i don't know.

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