what do you do when you are not happy because the things that make you happy are in two different places and impossible to combine?

was one of the most awkward days of my life...

i kind of feel like dying right now.
i hate being away from home.
i hate the feeling of being lonely.
i wish i could have my cake and eat it too, but i can't.
it's either my life or his.

hi. :]

so let me ask you this...
when people are drunk, they usualy are more open and express thier feelings truthfully right?
well then why when they're sober can they not repeat what they said while they were drunk..?
did they really not mean it, or do they feel uncomfortable saying it??

what do you think?

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mmmmmmmmm i finally got my bike ride today!!
so
much
fun
i want one so bad. my mom said that if i got one, i wouldn't be allowed to live with them anymore. jerks. oh well, i'll just have to ride with matt.
:D

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uhm, life is interesting.
thats all i have to say.
hi?

it's strange how i can feel so many feelings at one time.
i don't know what to do. :\
i wish i had a "get out of life free" card or something.