sleeping is complicated lately. it's not that i don't sleep. it's that i find it hard to. surprisingly my eyelids are heavy. they are nearly closed as i write this. my head feels .. full. there is no pain right now. just .. lethargy. i think any other day i would embrace this exhaustion, but i am fighting it. if i sleep now, i will wake up earlier ( Read more... )

i've been reading. reading and sleeping, that's all i do these days. unfortunately it's not enough to keep my mind from wandering. to keep his image, his name out of my head and heart. i keep comparing what happened to the activities i've been keeping myself preoccupied with. i find links and comparisons to "us" in sex & the city. the way he ended ( Read more... )

and the pain was insufferable. as his body pressed against hers she could feel the tears behind her eyes. i want out. i want out. she tried to stop but she couldn't. what would he think? and as she pulled away, he questioned "what are you doing?" "nothing." she muttered shamefully. she could no longer hold the tears back as her eyes began to flood ( Read more... )