Ive done alot of thinking in the past couple of days. All the people around me are well just trying to survive as am I. Some are moving away,some are angry at the world,Some are just enjoying what thay have and appreciating life....well only one besides me haha. I was told by my mother that I only get along with weirdo's....well if that's the case ( Read more... )

So after spending a great weekend with Kelley and meeting some pretty cool people I slept good that night. I didnt realize how much clothes needed washing and I actually woke up past 7 it was great! I return my uncle's phone call from the night before to find out that my mom hadnt payed the cable and internet bill for 3 months. It was shut off. So ( Read more... )

So I havent wrote a blog in a bit so here go's today I am officially 24. My dad actually asked me how old I was haha. Ive realized that looking on the past how much Ive disappointed myself. But I dont now...Im starting not to. Ive done alot of reflecting and am starting to become satisfied with my own company. I havnt been a good friend to anyone ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wonder when is the time to give up. Me and Rick had a fight on Saturday. Probley one of the worse one's we have ever had.I rely on him. I have become to comefortable with him that I became used to the things he does for me which is almost everything. When I play Wow all my problems go away for a short period of time...Ive lost well...my ( Read more... )

So I am officially in Agawam.The drive to manchester every morning sucks because I have to be out the door by 7:10 but right now I have no choic e in the matter. Rick is very antsy(spelling?) to get things done so he he seems to be snapy all the time but he will adjust. Due to my work schedule I cant see any of you during the week days but there is ( Read more... )

So Im gonna pull the cat out of the bag. Rick was terminated from his job for reasons I dont want to say.So we have to leave our apartment if he doesnt get a job within a couple of weeks and if he doesnt get unemployment we are looking into enfield and if no unemployment moveing out of the state. Im so worried :( I might need to leave everyone. ( Read more... )

So I felt like updateing because...well...im bored and feel like writing my thoughts for no one to respond to.Im done inviteing people to do things because I get no responces.It hurts you know... I am afraid to meet new people because I dont trust people enough to get close to me. What do I do? No one wants to realize that I exist and I want others ( Read more... )

So I guess I jumped off the planet and died apparently.That last update was probley the last time I had any social interaction with anyone haha well...almost.I picked up world of war craft and died to all my friends.Yup almost completely abandoned everyone.So I stopped playing a couple of weeks ago. Depression has gotten the best of me. I am so ( Read more... )

This blog is dedicated to all the women in the world whome actually want to listen directed to the younger crowd (18 - 22).I myself am a 22 year old well I prefer the term girl over women because I am much to young to consider myself a women.The term "women" in my eyes is one of experience and in depth knowledge to the world.One whome can give a ( Read more... )

stolen from Justin!