I am a repeat offender a reacuring nightmare. There is no excuse for my behavior, and im lovin every minute of it. say hello to my split personality on your way out.
forgive me for my lack of caring but im stedfast in my ways. in my alcoholic haze.
im bending the branch till it breaks off in slivers. allowing myself one more chance at forever.
went to orlando today with cara. saw matisyahu at the house of blues. lil yoda. definitly had an excelent time with my baby girl. almost got killed by this fuckhead in a bmw. but its all good. nor harm no foul. nothin new besides that.
amazing. i think quite possibly this could have been the most rediculous thing ive ever experienced. i dont even know what to think. everything is horrible. what am i suposed to think.maybe now i know how she realy feels.
valentines day is complete bullshit. i wish the stock market would crash and all the greeting card companys would go under. how could you expect anymore from me. all i do is let you down.
its 135 in the moring im smokin a bowl and drinking. thats the biggest update in my life as of now. i miss my girl already. newyears and beans i hope. lets make this new year a better one.