NEW JOURNAL GUYS.

it's "sairaisntpretty"
i know i haven't been updating on this one much
but i will definately update the new one.
and i hope everyone's been doing okay. i really do love all you girls.
i'll still check this lj often too though, i'm not deleting it just yet.

<3 stay strong!

hey guys.. i'm still around :)
i'm always on here.. i just never update anymore <3

three day fast.
thursday morning to saturday night.
+tea
+water
+energy drinks
+diet coke
+energy gum
+diet pills if i can get em.
i hope this doesnt fuck up my metabolism.
xxo.

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