and its all downhill from here on out my love ( Read more... )

the other girl... im not sure what she thinks of me... how she feels about me... if anything at all... maybe thats just wishful thinking... she must think im a dickhead... she smacks the truth in my face and i run away from it... im so scared of it that it got me angry... i wanna try to move on but its so hard for a person like me... but believe me ( Read more... )

it seems to make a little more sense... you have to go through the dark in your life in order to find the light... in order to appreciate it... and realize what it feels like so you know... yeah this is the good life... i understand now... this is all just part of it... im sorry if you have read this but... i understand... at least i think i do ( Read more... )

how could you do this to me... i just really dont understand or believe this shit... why does this kind of thing happen me... you knew exactly what this would do to me... i didnt think that i would get this bad but i actually did... it feels like im getting worse everyday... the more and more it soaks in the more it fucking eats me from the inside ( Read more... )

secrets... do they really exist? if you think about it, they do... because in essence a secret is something that you keep from someone... but there there is no definition that explains how long secrets are supposed to kept inside of you... but for some reason people have this perception that secrets are supposed to kept forever lost deep inside you ( Read more... )

"I believe... That just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they ( Read more... )

www.livejournal.com's little writers block question of the day ( Read more... )

yeah music has really been my lifeline lately... its been helping me through alot... if you read my last post then im sure you know that i still alot of stuff on my mind... im still having a very hard time getting over a very special certain someone... dont get me wrong shes my very best friend now... and we still hang out whenever we can... but ( Read more... )

If your feeling sad ( Read more... )

how are you supposed to feel when it hurts her so fucking bad to leave someone else... when she cares about someone else so much... to watch them together everywhere you go... and yet she still talks about you... she still misses you so bad... and she still "loves you"... but why doesnt it feel that way... when you gave up everything so easily for ( Read more... )