ouch. my ankle hurts :[

so plans for today probably won't happen. hopefully it'll feel better tomorrow.

trying to keep in mind that he was just tired.

its hard though

people are so stupid. 1. "Im not sorry im with her and your not. And that your still in love with her and she's definitely not." wooooooooow. thats the complete opposite of how I feel about her lol. definitely stopped caring about her back in like......june? some shit like that.

2. "I think its funny that your still going on about that when it ( Read more... )

 amazing weekend :]

surrounding yourself with friends helps you not think about things.

life couldn't suck any more than it does right now.

whatever though. it happens.

she starts radiation soon so hopefully, it'll buy more time.

I hate this.
erin, don't talk to me. I don't want anything to do with you and/or your life so stay out of mine. you messed up and I'm done dealing with your bullshit.

white trash.

1. what is with you two saying "you date straight guys"? WHY WOULD I DATE GAY GUYS?!
2. I didn't say if you're bi, you should choose one or the other. I actually said the exact opposite, good job paying attention dumb fuck.
and 3. learn to spell. here, I'll help you out: supposedly. s-u-p-p-o-s-e-d-l-y

watch what the fuck you say little ( Read more... )

but I think its good for us. I don't mind letting things settle down and really getting to know eachother since we did rush into it. I'd rather start over then to just pick up where we left off.

hopefully this will work. maybe I'm just having false hope, maybe we won't be as good for eachother as we thought. who knows. we'll have to see.

I just wish ( Read more... )

everything was perfect.

and I fucked it up. again.

how could I have fallen for someone so fast? especially after being hurt so badly last time?

I'm so stupid.

and lost.

I need some way to get you out of my head before I'm completely dead inside.

but I am.

its ok though. It was bound to happen. I should've figured she only wanted payback.

I hope my baby comes back one day but until then, I'd rather be in pain.

so time for an update.

lets see, still no job.

erin is definitely gone for good. well, I knew that as of.....3-4 months ago but only nicole knew that. and I realized that I did mean that other journal entry from ages ago, i do regret whole our relationship because I do deserve so much better, I will find someone better, and I wish it had never ( Read more... )

1. get a job [kinda in the process ( Read more... )