well i havent written in here in a really long time. soo much shit has happened ( Read more... )

holy fuck. i fuckin love paul!!! today we hung out all day. i swear hes the best bf ever. he didnt mind that alaina was there. but he was so sweet to me. he hugged me and i hugged him and we held hands. and alaina left for a few and hes like i want to be alone with you. and we almost went somewhere and made out but then alaina showed up. but i was ( Read more... )

and we tried to call it homewell, im going out with paul. he finally said he made his descion and that he wanted to go out with me. i doubt we will last long. he likes katie now. wtf. why do so many people like katie? shes an ugly slut whore bitch. but oh well. tonight alaina is like invite him to the movies ill go too. but i dont know. she will ( Read more... )

eat the pain away
alaina is soo depressed. she had a panic attack. her moms such a bitch. all cause she had alaina when she was 18. your mistake, not alainas. god. i hate parents sometimes. so now alainas so sad. she keeps trying to purge. so i wrote this poem thingy bout it..trying to understand and shit.
fvck my heart out. eat the pain away. i ( Read more... )

just knowing this matterstoday was good :D me and eric just had so much fun together. dick jokes yes but thats ok. we were using these things that you put together in math and he was like its a magic wand! and he was waving aroundt and to me it was adick cause ive had dicks in my head all day. jakes 4 inches. that tall fucker 4 inches! ahha wow. ( Read more... )

xxxbrokenloser's LJ stalker is xbrodyliciousx!xbrodyliciousx is stalking you because you are really good at bowling. They are also in jail for murder!

tidal waves they rip right through me
well i went to blink and no doubt the other night. it was fucking awesome. living end played to. all the bands were kickass. i had so much fun. travis played drums for a solo up on this platform right near us. and blink were so funny and no doubt were just so much fun. yeah it was awesome.
tears from eyes worn ( Read more... )

remember when life used to be perfect?
when everything was lined up just right
smiles set out one by one
now look at us
fucked up and lost
confused and abandoned
spinning, spinning..29 cut free days ( Read more... )

standing with your spotlight on mewhat has been going on lately? last weekend was busy. i hung out with Meghan and Kate. they are so immature but so much fun. then alaina came over. we went to the mall. stole some earrings. yes stole. and some pins. off a belt, lol. i got the used cd. yumm that cd is good. and i got a used poster and a nirvana ( Read more... )

of our dying dayalaina came over today. shes so rude and mean and shit. i was just trying to be nice. her mom was giving her shit so i said come over here and get out of your house. she came over. we went upstairs. listened to music. she wrote al over my mirror with lipstick. and on my cd player with marker. im like uh thanks. and then she was ( Read more... )