we have no rent my mom has no job she is being black mailed into paying money or some shit she has a broken arm no medical insurrance she is dying.. has heart problems lays in bed all day then like wehn i say hey mom you should get up she blows up on me and im like you know what this isnt better than cali we still have no food cant pay rent you ( Read more... )

been awhile since a good long decent update so yeah.... okay so i went to cali to see my dad it was an okay time i was sooo happy to see him but i wanted to like go see my other friends and my sis said no... i saw my grandpa while i was there along with my uncle andy. not much happened anyways we left and started our way home... i listened to my ( Read more... )

Im in california so much shit has happened the drive here was sooo long but yeah man I mean im happy to be back and like thats about it... I havent been this happy in for fucking ever <3333

okay.... had a lot of hsit happen still home alone... seriously hating life... but im stuck here ive realized that i wont see cali for a few months.... so im going to work hard out here try to have fun... try to make friends i mean of course im sad but its time to like grow up.... my dad said it best youve been babied and i wasnt there to kick teh ( Read more... )

still home alone... shit got intense tonight i flipped my lid and i was ready to do it didnt care who i hurt... but i talked to michaela and like she helped me she basically i had a huge breakdown today. all this being alone shit is getting to me... i mean fuck anyways i hate most people on myspace so i made it impossibel to add me unless you know ( Read more... )

bored.... as always mom left me.... home alone in Az ohhh yeeeaaahhhhh Paaaarrrrrttttyyyyyy .........

lame.... anyways i miss cali and i cant take it.... friend stalk to me pleasee.....

okay another shitty day... just bored... sad as always.... my friends are throwing a fucking aweosme show tonight... THAT I CANT GO TO!!! because its 6 or more fucking hours away


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I was tagged by leah and blake.... *god that sounds lovely* LOL ( Read more... )

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my mom took my dsl.... im stuck in my room with nothing thank god dial up works... im bored and like depressed.... i need tsomeone to talk to

joel just came online

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im scared right now....

life is scaring me