Depression and inspiration walk hand in hand along some ironic path that I don't wish to understand ( Read more... )

I am driving myself crazy ( Read more... )

I had one of my better birthdays this year. My whole week has actually been really pleasent aside from the fact that I believe I have some ass kicking to do in Alaska ( Read more... )

My break from school isn't going as well as I wanted it to. I don't have much time left. My goddamn birthday is next week and I don't know what my plans will be. I think my parents are going to take me out Monday night. Oh yeah, I work the actual night of my b-day ( Read more... )

Alright, my heart got fixed back together. Things still hurt a little but not as much. Thank you for all your concern. It was nice to get such quick responses as I was going through internet drama. I had stopped crying and then I started to cry again when I read everyones comments and concerns about me. I was bawling like a baby after I read Armens ( Read more... )

I swear I'm getting my heart totally broken right now. :(

Son of a bitch.

All right. So I'm a little overdue for a New Years entry. You know, I do this every year, some type of written analysis of the year that is passing by and some type of clear list of resolutions/goals for the year to come. I'm just late this time around. I also have a feeling that I will not be able to get this all done in just one entry. So you'll ( Read more... )

I don't like the concept of luck. I don't believe in it either so I'm not going to sit here and feel sorry for myself quoting bad luck ( Read more... )

All right. I leave tomorrow for my trip to Seattle. Please wish me luck, I'm nervous as hell about flying and about spending such a long time with someone. I'm excited as well but right now I feel too stressed to feel the damn excitement. I'm all stressed because I waited till last minute to pack up all my shit and I'm trying so hard to pack light ( Read more... )

Alright. So I was masturbating earlier tonight when I experienced a moment of....? (Don't anyone get excited here, masturbation was just the premise this whole entry is very non sexually oriented.) It was sorta like a mental breakthrough except I didn't learn anything. I guess it was just a new organization of facts and data that could have been ( Read more... )