Wow, this day is almost too much to handle. I just got porn in the mail! And I only had 10 mins to preview it. I put it away. I really cannot go to work all horny. Not with my favorite manager working...it's bad enough I took the time to put make up on ( Read more... )

I wish I could offer myself what it is I am hungry for from other people. That would be so much less complicated. It's a shame that humans just really aren't made to be that way, we're all about forming connections and attachments to other people. But then most of us just use those connections and attachments as a distraction, not so much a tool ( Read more... )

I have been very depressed over the last few days. And my depression goes hand in hand with physical illness. Which of course makes sense but I can't tell if I get depressed because I feel sick or if I get sick because I feel depressed ( Read more... )

Spring time always renews relationships. I think some people need to hear that right now. I often need to tell myself that ( Read more... )

I am the most selfish person because I want everything to its fullest. This is in terms of relationships. I am the most egotistical person because I believe I deserve everything to the fullest. I believe I will get everything to the fullest and I don't know what that makes me. It might make me really succesful or really manipulative ( Read more... )

I meant to write about the book that I am reading. It is Understanding Sexual Violence: A Study of Convicted Rapists by Diana Scully and published in 1990 ( Read more... )

Oh fuck. I had no idea Howard Dean ended his campaign. Now I am really sad. I just read that shitty news. He had my vote and I liked him. I wanted to see him speak here in CT ( Read more... )

2 happy nights in a row. I'm dangerous ( Read more... )

Just for the record, I am having one of the best mondays that I have had in ages. Today just feels like a really stimulating day, my mind feels fresh.

And I had such an amazing weekend. I have so much that I want to analyze from it but I have no idea what to start with first. Friday night into Sat was fuckin great sex, Sat night was seeing X and ( Read more... )

News of Interest:The man who sexually assualted me was on the news today ( Read more... )