THIS JOURNAL IS MOSTLY FRIENDS ONLY

sorry for the lack in updating lately .. but ive just been sad and depressed, and i dont even like want to write in here anymore .. just everything with joe has really upset me, and yeah, things with us arent going good at all .. im sick of pretending like im so happy, but meanwhile on the inside im a total mess .. well noone wants to hear about ( Read more... )

ahh, i swear just when i was getting over joe .. he has to call and ruin it lol .. he called me during english .. and since i took him out of my phone, i didnt know if it was him .. but i thought i recognized the number as his, so i was ecstatic lol .. but, this is totally messing everything up .. i was trying to move on, and then now he calls and ( Read more... )

ahh, well things with joe are officially ended .. hes nothing but a liar who plays headgames .. i had my friend call him, and act like she called the wrong number .. and then he just started talking to her .. and asking her where she lives .. so she was like staten island, but im away at west virginia university for college .. and he was like oh, ( Read more... )

tonight, me and my friend nicole were supposed to go to the mall and hang out or whatever .. but, she was hanging out with my ex best friend jessica at the mall first with these 2 kids, and then when i got there, she was going to leave them and hang out with me .. since im not friends with jessica, im not going to hang out with her .. so, i get ( Read more... )

yeah, well nothings been happening recently .. the weather has sucked, all rainy and disgusting out .. today, i went to my friend ineabells and we just hung out there for a few hours .. thanks to everyone for advice about my last post .. especially thanks to kat [(lilkash)] .. you helped me a lot hunn, and i appreciate it .. my friend thinks shes ( Read more... )

wow, all i have to say is that guys suck .. i honestly dont know why i bother trying anymore .. just when you think you found that one guy whos different from the rest, it totally blows up in your face .. well, now the lessons learned .. not to fall too hard too fast, because no matter what, you always wind up getting hurt

augh, i just got woken up to constant nonstop ringing of the phone .. im very mad, like its only 11:30, why are people calling my house this early?! .. anyway, yesterday was one month since ive been hooking up with joe -=) .. last night, me and my friends went out for my friend melissas birthday .. and after, we went back to her house .. it was ( Read more... )

well, on monday night i never went to bed .. me and my friend kristen stayed up til 5:30am on tuesday, and left to go to manhattan .. we got to virgin records in timesquare for 7:15, and waited on line to buy hilary duffs cd, so that we could get the passes to meet her today .. so yesterday, i got home from the city at about 12, and went right to ( Read more... )

i was on the phone with my friend heather today, and we 3wayed joe, and she pretended to be me and started talking to him .. as soon as he picked up and she was like hi its melissa, he was like oh so you finally decided to call me back?! .. he was pissed, and she was like yeah lol .. and basically she asked if me and him were still hooking up, and ( Read more... )