Hey everyone! I haven't updated this in awhile because I've been busy. I have a new layout thanks to

schnikes   <3. Great work and thanks again! What do you all think?

I've also joined a few communities so check them out. The people in them are so wonderful and such sweethearts. <3

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Well, it's 1:40 in the PM. Yippie! I stayed up until 5:30 in the AM last night, or this morning, whichever you want to see it as. Hehe. I have no idea what I was thinking. My Aunt came up from Pittsburgh today, but I pretened to be sleeping while she was here so I wouldn't have to do the whole "lets talk" thing. Oh yeah, that's always fun with ( Read more... )

Aha. Only one more day. Hehe. I can't wait until I can have my "little chat" with him. I'm also really excited about the Twenty-Sixth! I want to go to the club so so so bad. If I go, a select few of you better too! (Ahem. Dana and Kevin!) I don't want to be all alone there. Well, I think I'm going to go listen to some music and try to get into ( Read more... )

Hehe. Today hasn't been very eventful but I'm really really hyper and happy! I don't know why. Could be that I'm wearing ALL pink. When I say ALL, I mean ALL. Even my thong and bra match my tank and shorts. That's horrible. Hehe. But it's oh so cute. I think it's time I sign off  EL-JAY and get a life. Check back later.

Heh. Just got off of the phone with Tracy. That was an interesting talk. I'm calling him Monday. I don't care anymore. Mhm. That will be an interesting talk. I bet you $10.00 he won't call me Sunday when he's off grounding. Oh well, typical man-[edit]-boy. How can I be friends with him when he won't talk to me? I'll get over it and I think it will ( Read more... )

All I have to say is..........

WHITE THONG

...Kevin knows what I'm talking about

Okay, so maybe I'm not alright. I honestly do not know what to do anymore. I'm afraid to go to sleep tonight. I'm sick of waking up crying over him! I'm sick of crying over him period. When will this go away? Will this hole in my heart ever be filled again? I've tried acting as if I was over him, as if I was fine without him. Deep down inside, I'm ( Read more... )

So today was kind of boring. Renee's kids came down, all of them. It was kind of hectic but not that bad considering the amount of kiddies here. I tried to call him today but he's still not allowed on the phone. I give it two more days until I try again. Mhm. His mom said a week, so I'll give it the full week. It seems to be going by so effin' slow ( Read more... )