Well I have lost 4-5 pounds. But I still feel fat! This veggie diet still works, so I should just keep it up. I dont wanna be fat anymore, ppl tell me I'm not fat, and never was, but I did need to lose weight. I wanna be about 130-125 pounds. I am thinner but I still have big boobs and a big ass! My clothes fit me looser. I looked at the mirror and ( Read more... )

This morning I slept until 10:30ish and I'm still not awake ( Read more... )

Yeah its one of those days. It is sooo fucking cold outside, and I'm exhausted as fuck. Got up early and took a shower, got dressed, brushed my teeth, put conditioner in my hair, eat breakfast and drove to school. I have come up with an idea for my project. I have decided to do powerpoint! w00t! Yeah gotta get that done over the weekend ( Read more... )

Yeah its' been awhile since I wrote in here I guess ( Read more... )

Yeah...ummm I dont remember the last time I updated this thing but yeah Wednesday I went to a shrink for my medication and I am on Paxel(meds for depression and anxiety). I ate breakfast with it and it felt weird, but it would feel weirder without breakfast either! I felt like I was gonna throw up and I wound up grinding my teeth. But it must be ( Read more... )

I have never had so many feelings bottled inside of me.

Of Frustration.

Of Sadness.

Of Depression.

Of Anxiety.

Of Lonliness.

I never thought I was so stuck for so ( Read more... )

Haha not really! But I was in California for about a week, just got back last night. We got hit with crummy weather again but I had a great time ( Read more... )

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Despite that he was late, Patrick came over and went to the Hayride thing! We also went to the petting zoo and a corn maze! Pat dared me to go to a Haunted House but I just didnt wanna go coz I have a slight asthma, and I forgot about that and it said ppl with conditions like that shouldnt go in. LOTs of ppl were scared. Then we drove to Newburgh ( Read more... )

Yeah today was a icky rainy day!
But I ran into Topper before my tutor. I haven't seen him since Heather's party over a year ago. And his friend, the guy that hit on me, is in jail! For vandalism of a VERY expensive ring for food. I knew he was crazy, but a criminal??? OMG...thank god I used my head and went with Patrick! I dont think Josh really ( Read more... )