Moving out is going to be great! Can't wait. I'll be able to do whatever I want when I want and I'm going to love it! Kings all day long. All I need is it to be June and I'm good to go! I got away with not coming home sat. night...I love getting away with stuff it makes me feel so good about myself. Got throwup all in my car but we did it ( Read more... )

Bah!...Life is just BAH! I spend all my time at work, school, and brandons and kyles. I love brandon. Its so much fun at his house! I feel like my lungs are going to collapse. They hurt so bad and I can't explain the feeling. The doctor can't see me and I'm not sure what to do. BAH! lol ( Read more... )

New Years was great! Went 2 Brandons house and partied like it was 2005! I haven't seen him in forever so that was nice. Came home and found i've got a stalker on my hands who likes 2 call me a million times becuase I don't pick up. School started today...not that bad cause I only have 2 classes and I have fun in both especially DECA with ( Read more... )

I regret everything...is that bad?...you're not supposed to have regrets...but I do...why can't things be how they used to be...completely and utterly perfect...

I wanna move out! I wanna move out bad. I wanna live by myself and do everything and anything I want to do. Except I have problems. I don't have money, I don't have roommate besides bb but we need one more person, I have to wait for graduation which is a million years away. God i want it now!

Sometimes my parents just frustrate me so damn much. Like for instance this weekend...curfew? 7 FUCKIN PM yeah all becuase I didn't clean my room or do my dishes. Its bullshit! And since I worked till 730 all weekend I didn't get to do anything. And its amazing how many people DONT call you! Honestly. lol Works great though...I love it! I ( Read more... )

Lifes been hard :( One second it greats and the next its just not. Overall I having a great time this year. I don't work at DQ anymore :) I work with BB at the Citadel. And its so much more fun and easier and I get paid mucho more. All my friends are cute in love....except me. But I think its okay. Im sorda "seeing" justin....depends on your ( Read more... )

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Sarah just decided to change my lj....but I'm cool with this look. Not so into that guy up there but hey! I don't know how to change it. haha Schools almost here...BLAH! So I just got my class ring and its a peice of shit! Im going back there and making them fix it cuase its so dirty and like theres dents in it. I don't know i was pissed. I have ( Read more... )

why do i get myself into this mess that im in?

why do i do the things i do?

why do i have to look and feel the way i do?

why can't i just be happy for once?

why can't people love me for who i am?

why do i change myself to fit someones image?

why don't things ever go my way?

why?

im not happy right now.....