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If I Could Take Everything Back... I Would.
If I Could Make You Happy... I Would.
If I Could Help You... I Would.

I Do EVERYTHING I Can For Everyone Else. I Always Have. It's Never Enough. I'm Never Enough. I Try, And Try, And Try. It Just Gets Me Nowhere. I'm Tired. Tired Of Fighting With My Mother, Tired Of Being The Only One Who Cares. They ( Read more... )

Yaaaaaaay!!! I'm Sooooo Happie. I Love My Derek. He's Such A Cutie! ;D
Poor Thing, He Was So Sick Yesterday. I Felt So Bad. I Took Care Of Him Though. Fall River Celebrates America Is Tomorrow!!! WoO YeAh!
I Can't Wait, I Love Goin There, I Always Have A Lot Of Fun.

<3 <3 <3 DeReK Is SeXy!!! <3 <3 <3 I Dream About Derek All The Time Now. ( Read more... )

I Thought To Myself, "Maybe I've Had My Happiness, Maybe That's All I Deserved..." But Then Derek Came Back Into My Life. He Means A lot To Me. He's Such A Good Person. I Love Him. He Makes Me Smile. Not A lot Of People Make Me Smile. =P Anddd He Makes Me Laugh. I Hadn't Laughed In Such A Lonnnnnng Time. ((The Whole Jared Thing)) But Even ( Read more... )

I Keep Thinking Why Did He Do This To Me?  We Were Happy. He Was Happy. I Miss Him......  He Was My Baby. My Happiness Is Gone.  He Ment The World To Me, He Really Did.

I'm Sorry I Dissapointed You Jared, All I Ever Wanted Was For You To Be Happy.

All I Wanna Do Is Go To Sleep..... And Never Wake Up.

All I Have Are My Memories.   I ( Read more... )

Yo.... Lets See, Lately I Dunno What To Do Wiff Myself. I've Been Hanging Out Wiff Ben, And Derek. It's Fun. But I'm Sad. I Need To Get Outta Here. I Like Wanna Run Away. I Want To Be Happy, SoOoOo Badly. I Wish Someone Would Help Me..... I Love My Gina. Gina Is The Bestest ( Read more... )

OMFG, Last Night Sucked So Bad. Me, Jocelyn, Brittany, This Kid Chris, And Jared All Went Up To The Galeria... And We Were Having A Good Time Till It Was Time To Go And Chris Noticed That Jared Had 2 Flat Tires. He Tires Got Slashed. Brian & Gill Were There And Jared & Brian Almost Got Into A Fight. They Were Pretty Damn Close, Till I Walked Up ( Read more... )

Heyyy Everyone! I Wanted To Make A Quick Update...
Let's See, Jared Just Graduated, And We Went To Prom. It Was One Of The Greatest Nights Of My Life, I Had Such A Great Time. I Was So Happy. Jared Made Me So Happy.

Hmm, So Much Has Happened, It's Crazy. Me And Jared's One Year Anniversay Is Coming Up On The 19th. I'm Excited. I Can't Wait!!!! ( Read more... )

Wow... Holy Shit, I Haven't Updated I A Lonnnnng Time. Thank You Jen Fer Updating That Last Entry For Me. Anyway... I'm At Jared's House. I Don't Really Go On-line Anymore, As You Can Tell. Things Have Been Very Good. I'm Really Happie. What More Can I say? I Have Pretty Much Every Thing I Ever Wanted. Great Friends, A Great Incredible, Amazing ( Read more... )