I'm fighting with myself because I'm bat shit crazy about you but I want to be realistic

I suck at interacting with men.

Why facebook friends (and I) are weird: I just added a girl who once had a boyfriend that cheated on her with me...

I was young and dumb?
Now I'm sorta young and dumb?

eh nothing new just that same old lack of motivation
I want o do something fun. Its my day off damnit.

I wanna say that I miss you but I haven't really talked to you in over a year. I have no clue if you're the same person. I hope you are because I really did love you and I would hate it if a good personality got wasted. Good people are so hard to come by these days. I don't care if I sound crazy saying I miss someone I dated for a year over a year ( Read more... )

Gah such a good day!
Loved walking with andrea and watching ballroom dancing.

Then had had coffee with tia who I haven't hung out with in forever. I hope I start seeing her often because that is a rad chick and I think her friends are awesome. Hopefully we can get to a fallon-free conversation hahaha.

Do I say fuck it and let go of a friendship?

I just want to move out of the state and out of everyones problems.

Omg best night ever in tahoe. I have not been that drunk in a long time if ever.

HI ANDREA!

-it was really nice to see Jesse and not worry about where his mind is at. I think him getting a girlfriend is one of the best things to happen to our friendship. Its a black and white situation. No maybes ( Read more... )

It drives me nuts that I can never sleep at a decent hour and nights like this one are the worst. I just want someone to interact with. Most of my day is spent talking to people for literally 30 seconds at a time. Its nothing of relevance to me either.bullshitting is what I do all day really. I don't remember the last time I truly connected with ( Read more... )