All i have to say is a big fuck you to all of you........Loose my number loose everything ya ever knew about me.....i exsist to none of you on any plain in this life or the next........

if anyone has a old tmobile phone they do not use anymore and willing to part with it let me know cause i need one since my screen is broke......thanks

sean

offically come Dec 31st thats the last day the apartment exisit in my name. Moving back in with mom unless i find a real cheap place somewhere close to work, to be my little hidaway...other then that.....packing of non needed items begins this week..... Turned down on getting my car price readujusted so next pay check does not exisit, since i have ( Read more... )

i feel like everything i have ever done has been one great big lie to myself....i guess that is the only thing i am sorry for/regret in my life.....Time for me again, back to the black hole i call a heart to show nicly to the world i call life.....fuck the imbreed creeps, fuck the majesty, fuck the pride, fuck the Bush, fuck the world as i know it ( Read more... )

You know tonight i never once even thought of shedding a tear as i gazed over the edge of the wooden box that held my old boss man, a friend to me and many others, in it waiting to rich the soils of the earth. I know how he went was not the best, drinking yourself under the table nightly isn't the best. I did relize though that the fear of death is ( Read more... )

So with all being said and all that happened, i talked to my boss today and i am going to start picking up extra work on the weekends for maybe 2 days but one for sure right now. I am working all this weekend at the Clay county truck show at the fairgrounds out there. So outta be fun. I know how i am if i sit with nothing to do for too long so i am ( Read more... )

i give up...i have tried so hard to make so many people happy why would i crush that, why would i harm that....yes i have very deep scars in my mind, i am a damaged soul.... I can not take it any more, i have felt like i have been dying on the inside and its eating me alive, but now i just feel dead, gone.....nothing at all my whole life is numb i ( Read more... )

Sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry.....what can i say but sorry, drunken fun turned into complete chaos. Alittle fun turns into god allmighty hell storm. But have we all not had something likes this happen before....You can do nothing more then say sorry......Sorry....But i am not crawling on my knees, pulling moons and stars from the ( Read more... )

Your Birthdate: March 27

Your birth on the 27th day of the month (9 energy) adds a tone of selflessness and humanitarianism to your life path ( Read more... )

i am felt pretty good today.........threw a 185% until lunch and then took it somewhat easy and ended the day with a 148/149% which all we have to throw is like 95%...which means ( Read more... )