ok well idk wen the last time i wrote in this was but here we go. school sux as usual. i havnt seen stephanie since last wednesday and that sux. i was supposed to be goin to a lil john cd release party but because u hav to be 21 my bro and i cant go. the frst quarter is over and school is flyin by like theres no tomorrow. so i really dont know wat ( Read more... )

ok well me and stephanie worked things out and then we actually chilled on a sunday nite so that was weird but very koolio. im still feelin a lil shitty but im gettin better. and there is this damn bell that has been ringing from the factories behind my house and it has been ringing 4 the past 7 hours and its really annoying.

ok well i havnt done this in a while. ok well the past few weeks hav been fun i guess i really dont remember. all i know is that there has been alot of marijuana involved. last week i got my vaporizer and yeah then one broke and then the other one broke friday nite. but i wanna focus on last nite. every1 came to farmingdale. stephanie came to but ( Read more... )

ok so last week wasnt that bad except 4 me and stephanie breaking up. but w/e im over it. friday was my bday and i skipped school and went to stephanies and chilled wit her like the whole day. she dropped me off at like 7 and then i chilled wit a bunch of people at dp and got really fucked up. then saturday i chilled at dp and got really fucked up ( Read more... )

hmm lets see.....last week was a pretty good week. friday was a good nite. saturday was awesome. we chilled at schenkers house and i swear it was like the real world. his basement is insane. yesterday wasnt bad. but then there was 2day.......school wasnt bad. but then i came home and me and stephanie broke up. there were some tears im not gonna lie ( Read more... )

ok so last week was ok.......bong marley broke which sux cause it was gr8....i got a new bowl yesterday and it is insane......friday i got into a fite wit anthony but we r koolio now. on saturday i chilled wit stephanie and that was really awesome. then yesterday i chilled wit angelo and myra and bad won. 2day i chilled wit anthony and angelo and ( Read more... )

ok so last week was only a 3 day week of school. so wednesday nite we went to mt. misery and we smoked alot but sometin really bad happened. chanxy broke mortimor. i was sooo unhappy. but the next day we went bak and we brought mad people and fire wood and marshmallows. we made a fire and o yeah chanxy gave me his bowl but i lost it wen a cop came ( Read more... )

ok well last week was the frst week of school and well it sucked. i was soo happy wen the weekend came. friday was awesome every1 got really messed up and it was gr8. saturday was basically the same deal. and yesterday was boring except 4 wen i chilled wit anthony, angelo, and matt. then i later spoke to some1 about something but i dont wanna jinx ( Read more... )

i think its a pretty common thing 4 teens to think about killing themselves. and i admit that i do. but the thing that i find to be different about wen i think about it is how everytime i think about it, it involves stephanie. almost all of the time wen i think about it this is the scenerio.....i kill myself and every1 is upset but stephanie is ( Read more... )

hi its the last day of summer. i cant fuckin believe it, im so not excited 4 school. the past 2 weeks hav been awesome though. i was out everynite chillin wit my frends and havin fun. marissa came up from florida and it was good to see her again. saturday was garret's barmitzvah and that was fun. i was forced to dance wit stephanie twice but it ( Read more... )