amazing day. i just want to remember that. <3

'cause it sure didn't this year.
i hate redding and being stuck here for any amount of time. 
the whole week leading up to christmas and the days since have been way too stressful. 
i hope new years will save me from my holiday depression.

rachelle and i just put up all our christmas decorations and tree!!
and mark is here today!

because you are the joke, and i have something extremely precious and incredible, that i am grateful for everyday, that you so foolishly hurt and discarded.

then i’m ashamed of you and your sense of loyalty."

i don't need people like this in my life, and get pissed when it is hurting my best friend.

why do good people have to die? especially so young, and full of promise. so sad.
r.i.p. matt rybicki. you will be missed.

i will be so happy when this stressful time has ended, and mark is here to visit. that will be a much needed relief from all the crap that's been weighing me down lately. although, i've somehow managed to keep it together and just get through it. that doesn't make it suck any less ( Read more... )

this month has gone downhill. fuck being broke as fuck.

rules pretty hard.

i love discovering new music. especially when it's really good. i downloaded an album by this band, a fine frenzy, and it rules. i'd heard the single a while back really late one night on tv, but forgot about them til tonight. the girl can sing, and is super cute to boot. makes me want red hair ( Read more... )