bulemia
over turn then head shot
over turn
over path
hedgepath

shes got this
vision
this artistic vision
of everyone being alone
on a tricycle
dumb lollies and full trains
foul mouths and stale brains

oh yeah, oh yeah.
rock on they say
rock the fuck on

well, you know what i say..
fuck you

definitely not one of my better days.

i recently visited the biltmore house. it was alright.

( doot doot )

at the same time that i want an abundance of friends, and of love, i want to be left alone. i dont want to be involved with anything, i just want to watch, observe, make meaningless conclusions, and remain confused.

extremeties
stuffed down that dolled-up kisser
it's beautiful
to be this filthy
she tries too hard
molding herself to fit in the cast
it's beautiful
to be a xerox

that there - it's nothing.

it may take you a while to realize that -
you're staring into the air
but you will realize
one day.

i cant just tell you
that what you're admiring
is merely oblivion

no, this is something
you have to discover for yourself.

just as i am trying to discover
what the hell it is that i am looking for

yesterday was pretty cool. alex bought me a scarf and we danced. i ate japanese food.

someone told me that people get depressed in fall and winter.
i think they're wrong. i think people are sad all year long.

today i bought some lemonade. i only bought it because jen was selling it with her class.

me: hey girlie
jen: hi.
jen: that lemonade was bad...
jen: sorry.

i'm considering doing some out of state traveling this summer.

my mom voted for fucking bush

again