It's been a long time. I have feared, disliked, and even hated you. You were a model for me on how not to live my life. I may have been a mistake, but I no longer strive to be the mistake that comes back to haunt you. Long story short, I forgive you.... Though my life and mind may be twisted and warped because of my past with you, I will learn ( Read more... )

Well, its been awhile since i posted so i figured i should update. Everything is going really well for a change. My job is going really great, we got new owners who basically think im the best employee they have and they are about to fire the only person left who has seniority over me (which means ill move up probly to management). Im finally ( Read more... )

how the fuck do i get stuck in situations like this? im currently with a girl who i really dont care much for, yet ive already slept with her and all n shes startin to get attatched. truth is, im kinda still feelin for a girl in florida. not naming names, and if you think u know how it is, you are wrong.... trust me. what the fuck ever no ones ( Read more... )

its 8:30 am and im awake on a saturday morning.. wtf? i havent been awake like this since i was a kid getting up for saturday morning cartoons...

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I drank ALOT last night. My brain is sloshing around in my head right now... i think i might actually have a hangover. Halloween rocks....

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just in that type of mood i guess... FUCK YOU BITCH!!

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things are sooo much different up here then they are in Florida. its literally overwhelming at first. im startin to get used to it up here tho, its great. it ACTUALLY feels like home, which is sayin alot. and then, theres the fact that apartments n stuff are a helluvalot cheaper and nicer up here. well, i know this is kinda a short post n all ( Read more... )

Been awhile since i posted huh? o well. I live in michigan now, florida sux, and i went to cedar pointe yesterday... best rollercoasters anywhere.

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yea yea yea.... i know its been awhile, not like anyone cares and/or even reads this, but ill update. its taken a bit longer then we thought, cuz of the hurricane and all, but its coming......michigan/ohio (not quite sure which one were gonna go to yet, but still all within 5 minutes of each other). i havent really been doing much lately, mostly ( Read more... )

well, its that time of the year again. the time when you give and possibly recieve. i hope everyone had a great christmas, channukah, kwanza and every other holiday that i forgot or dont know of. u know, it kinda pisses me off that tv and radio cant say "merry christmas" or "happy channukah" or anything like that anymore. now they HAVE to say " ( Read more... )