so, maybe im crazy, maybe im not ( Read more... )

well, as usual, my xmas eve and xmas kinda sucked... but I think this was the worst ones ever. I'll fill you in ( Read more... )

Imprisoned, inside this mind ( Read more... )

Well, its been a few since I posted in here, but there's been a couple of things going on. The main thing is what happened with Gram. A couple of months ago, I got home from work and the house looked EXACTLY the same as it did when I had left for work that day. In addition to that, no lights had been turned on at all. I turned a couple of ( Read more... )

Well, it's gonna be a depressing birthday. Basically the only 3 people that have said anything so far are my mom, gram, and Jason Garnsey. My family hasn't even thought about havin at least a family dinner or anything at all for my birthday.... whatever. I'm sick of this all...

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you know, if i knew i had a credible job and also a place to stay.... id move back to FL in a heartbeat. granted i like it up here and all, i just miss things they used to be to the extent that it makes me sick. Granted i only have a few friends i can actually REALLY count on and who would actually care if i came back, still... i miss it.

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well, not like it matters cuz no one reads this fuckin thing anyways.... but the new lady at work is workin out pretty well. other then the fact that she called in tuesday which means ive worked the past 4 days in a row cuz she "got sick off some chicken on memorial day" (yea right... she was probly hungover... she drinks ALOT, buys a bottle every ( Read more... )

Well, Amber ( the girl I trained at my work that has been COMPLETLY ignoring all of her work) got fired today.... THANK GOD!!! FINALLY!!!! She never wanted to do any of the work she was supposed to do, i mean, id get in on sunday morning (also, i went in saturday night and BEGGED her to stock the beer n do her work) and the beer isnt stocked and ( Read more... )

Well, some things have been happening lately, but other then a few small instances, nothing really is different. The doctors finally took x-rays of my ankle, it shows that when it broke, the piece that broke off twisted about 35 degrees. Now, they want me to get an MRI, and since i don't have insurance, it's gonna cost at least $1,500 up-front ( ( Read more... )

So, I've been dealt a shitty hand in my life. I'm not asking for your fuckin pity or sympathy, theres a different reason for this post.. just read, and I'm NOT gonna go into everything thats been dealt shitty to me. All I'm gonna say is that everything my life points to says that I should be dead, but I'm not. Through all my hardships, ( Read more... )