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what do you do when some one loves you but ur too scared to love them back?
when every song every poem every line was written for you?
do you back away? or try one more time to let them in?

at the end of the world
or the last thing i see
you are
never coming home
never coming home
could i? should i?
and all the things that you never ever told me
and all the smiles that are ever ever...
ever...

get the feeling that you're never
all alone and i remember now
at the top of my lungs in my arms she dies
she dies

"Song for Emily"

Down, down, down,
Pick her up she's fallen,
Not quite dying but always crying,
Can't someone stop those tears from fallin',
A child left unattended,
She never wanted much attention,
Alone, alone, alone,
Dont ever make her feel alone again.

**zombiekisses** thank you.

la la la la..... i stole his cd ( Read more... )

omg u look just perfect!! u r gorgeous!! i love ur styleeee!!!! IM IN LOVEEEEEE!!!!

(and hes cute too)

hey hey hey... whats goin on? im here at home, i went to class today, came home spoke to eddie and no lie 30 seconds after i hung u with him i was knocked out. i slept for like 3 1/2 hours. maybe cuz we were up so late last night? whatever the point is...is now im wide awake, and ill prolly be wide awake all night. i hate when i over sleep and cant ( Read more... )

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wow its been such a long time since ive written in ths thinga-mabopper.... but yeh i really dont have much to say except: boys suck throw rocks at them!!! lol and thats about it.... i miss maria, i want to move to va. and i want to change. i dont know i have the itch again.... lol everytime i feel like i need change i do something jurastic.... ( Read more... )

so is you intentions to purposely hurt me? or is every time just a accident? a mere coincidense?

my life is falling apart... and my mom thinks im an out of control diliquent....maybe the relationships ive gained and lost will never be the same but i guess ill never wonder what could have happened. im sorry i just dont know what to do anymore.