Its been raining here all day its so pretty I love the rain and the clouds and the view here is beautiful. Despite all that I can't help but be down I dunno I'm just lonely. The past week has been a hard time for me. Linda is as always happy but I can't help, but feel sad. I feel like I have lost a part of myself that I can never get back, and that ( Read more... )

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Just showing off my new lj icons thanks Chase :)
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Things are looking better for me now atleast I hope to move back into my mum's house within the month **Yay freedom!** I tried cleaning out some of the stuff in my room but there is sooo much junk in there :/ I get to go out shopping with my mum tomorrow thats always fun =D Things have gotten better with me and Chase she can atleast talk to me ( Read more... )

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I hate being lonely though I've always been lonely so I'm pretty used to it but still I don't like it. I wish Linda was here I wonder what she is like in real life. I could spend all day just listening to her beautiful accent its what I first fell in love with when I heard her audition for a radio play for my old Sailor Moon fan club. She had the ( Read more... )

I talked to my mum about moving back in here and she thinks it would be nice since she misses me and agrees with me that living with my dad is like living in a prison. While here think I will get some applications to some of the places around here and see if I can get a interview with them. El Dorado county has alot more places I can find work in ( Read more... )

I hate putting on a show I hate hiding my feelings I hate having mood swings going from happy to being sad.

Okay so I'll do the new trend and do my love list I won't do a hate list since yakky says I'll crash lj if I list it :o ( Read more... )