Feeling better now I've been doing some thinking about my life and wonder if it would be better if I just moved back here with my mum. Its alot nicer here cept for all the cats and cat hair and the crazy old man with alheizmers that my mum takes care of. But I feel more free here I can eat what I want, watch what I want, stay up and sleep as long ( Read more... )

I don't want to use this anymore Linda doesn't like me using it so I won't she doesn't want me to dwell on the past and this whole thing is just too hurtful for me now so for real my last entry so Goodbye

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I'm feeling better today I missed my train back home and I'm glad I don't want to go home yet its so lonely there I hate it it doesn't feel like a home at all. I miss Linda so much. I don't want to have to wait another year to be with her 3 has been bad enough. I want to ask her if even her applications don't get accepted if she can just come and ( Read more... )

You and me ( Read more... )

I know and have known in my heart that Linda is my one and only. I was just very lonely and wasn't sure about her but now I am. Anyone that can forgive me and still wants to be with me after all this is someone very special

Singing makes me feel better and this song hits home right now ( Read more... )

I'm never using this again I hate my life so much I'll always be alone and miserable and no one should have to read about that

Today sucked assi want to forget it all together