I told myself I should just stay busy. If I was busy enough, I could just forget. If I was busy enough, then I couldn't screw up. I failed. I allowed myself to slack, and now here I stand in an even worse place than before. So I tell myself to focus on music, get through the day. For a little while I can manage, but then I realize how badly I've ( Read more... )

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So listening to the songs form Anne and Gilbert: The Musical has made me realize one thing. I am a female Gilbert Blythe . . . FML. Why can't it be the reverse?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UvVedR-rU2o
That is totally the song of my life.

"It's never too late to get better."

So I after being paranoid and worrying for the past few days that I've offended somebody because they don't have the basic level of manners to respond when I try to get in touch with them, I've decided I no longer care. I realize there could be some valid reason why there ignoring me. Maybe they lost their phone or a thousand other reasons in which ( Read more... )

when was the last time you ( Read more... )

So I hate writing a song and then not being able to figure out the next section. I had a song I started a couple of months ago that I really want to finish. It even has lyrics to the part that I've written so far, but I just can't figure out what to do next with it. I think if I can figure out where to go next with the lyrics, I'll be able to work ( Read more... )

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Which one means more? The one you're willing to risk or the one you're not willing to take a risk on?

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