I haven't fasted for over 24 hours in more than a year.. so I'm kind of out of the loop. I have a headache and I don't know what to do. I'm not tempted to eat - because I'm really motivated to lose weight but my head is killing me, I almost want to sleep just to forget about it, it's so early though.. 11pm. Maybe I will sleep. What should I do ( Read more... )

you ever look at yourself after you're done purging?? i hate it. the red around the mouth, the spit and drool and food particles dripping down my chin, my blood shot eyes from heaving so much.. soo gross ( Read more... )

i haven't eaten all day but god do i want to ( Read more... )

I'm running my towns road race today - 5k. I'm psyched and a bit nervous at the same time.. as it is my first one and I don't want to totally suck or anything ( Read more... )

My mother drives me crazy - to no end.
Yesterday I got home from the gym and she asks me what I ate - I told her I had some white rice becuase that's what I told her when she came home for her lunch break earlier that afternoon. She tells me I need to eat something and I tell her that I can't becuase I don't want to gain any weight, and that I ( Read more... )

i didn't keep track of what i had today.. i don't know ( Read more... )

ahhhh ( Read more... )

today was awful ( Read more... )

today i woke up and had a protein/soy shake. i'm getting so much better at math because of all this calorie counting.. haha it sounds dumb, but it takes a lot to figure out how much cals in a certain measurment.. specially when you're so weak you're spacing out all the time ( Read more... )

i feel like crap. after i'm done with this i'm going to my room and passing out.. blah ( Read more... )