I remember this feeling, this scenario...it how i felt in orlando

it means something needs to change

so lost

so empty

so confused

i just wanna go to sleep and not wake up

FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK

im done caring about anything anymore... I DONT GIVE A FUCK

im gonna hurt someone so bad

What am i thinking... who am I trying to fool

seems like all i can fool these days is myself

nothing ever works out how i want it to

fuck...its 4 am and i cant sleep. The sad part is I already fell asleep around 12. things have really taken a turn for the worse. 12 hours a week at work now, my car is done, so now im practically jobless and transportationless. I still owe my parents a ton of money, and im lonelier than ever. I can't even hang out with everyone like I used to ( Read more... )

im in such a hole right now...theres so little i need right now to make me happy but the so little are the biggest things out there. I can't wait to get myself to somewhere where i can be happy for more than a short time...i cant help the fact that i want to hurt everything and everyone i see.

im bottled up about to detonate...

I just saw a hooker's tits

"The referee has called a stop to this match at 2 minutes and 20 seconds of the second round due to technical knockout by the winner..." Yours truly

So yesterday I got my ass beat horribly while i was training...My mouth was bleeding everywhere and i was super depressed on my performance. It made me not want to fight. Tonight was a lot better, probably because I was going against people more my weight and experience level. Monday I had to fight 6 3 minutes rounds with a fresh person each ( Read more... )