UGH. Today is one of those 'i hate myself and i hate the world and I want everyone to know about it' days. I've felt ill as fuck all weekend, blowing chunks, constant coughing, eye-straining migranes and a blocked nose. I just feel like shite. My skin has broken out and I pretty much resemble a leper, and my hair still manages to look greasy ( Read more... )

Its been a while! Since my last post, Allison has calmed down a little. She still acts like a joke in front of her friends by hey - what teenager doesnt? Shes been kinda sucking up to me recently after I adopted a shark for her for her birthday. She totally wasnt expecting it so it was well cute :)

In other news - first exam is a week on Wednesday. ( Read more... )

I feel like the worst person in the entire world saying this but I cannot even stand the sight of my own sister ( Read more... )

Jacs, you inspired me to update!

I always come onto my old livejournal accounts and read about old memories and good times. So I guess I'll try make the habit of updating regularly so that when I'm old(er) I can come on and laugh about how silly I used to be!

Not much is going on at the mo'. Got tonnes of uni work piling up on my desk - theres just ( Read more... )

Sometimes I think my brain is divided in two, and both sides continually battle against one another giving me the biggest headache ever ( Read more... )

Things are great. Mornings are becoming colder and crispier, people are happier, and Christmas is nearing. Starbucks sell their extensively overpriced yet delicious Hazelnut and Caramel style hot chocolates and it is now acceptable to leave the house wearing your fluffy hats, scarfs and gloves.

I love Christmas time. Not neccessarily the recieving ( Read more... )

Kids, don't stretch your ears.

I only went up to 5's then took them out....but now they've gone all stretchy and horrible. ARGH.

In other news, I am fucked. It's all good though. Last night was fucking awesome. Met hunners of random folk an met hunners of lovely new friends.

Scotrail sucks hairy baws though.

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This weekend has been horrible. I keep ignoring phone calls/texts because I just don't feel like talking to anyone. So please take no offence if I've ignored you these past couple of days. I guess it's easier to type/write your feelings because it doesn't really feel like you're telling anyone.

Morrisons are kicking up shit because I'm refusing to ( Read more... )

Two year later and I still feel so vulnerable. I hate feeling like this about someone because I hate what I do to myself. I over-react and make the matter worse than it even is.

In other news, I hate work. I hate people. I hate the same places. I hate my clothes. I hate my skin. I hate being skint. I hate men.

Gah.

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Fuck even getting out my bed today.

Work is going to be awful.

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