It's really great to feel something again. I'm not quite sure what it is, but it's great to have some emotion after cutting myself off from every thing and everyone. I plan on returning back to my old self along with a few adjustments. I even re-pierced my cartlidge to put a new "Welcome Back Kaylee" sign on myself. It was nice knowing that hole ( Read more... )

One day, I'm going to be very orignal.
I hate shadows, and today is the day I'm afraid of my own shadow.

I really want to provide myself a good future to look forward to. To do so, I am going to have to give up some dreams to travel to the place that I dream about. It's not called failure in my eyes. Just stepping stones that I will have to take to get over to the other side. I regret a couple things in life, but nothing that's too personal or could ( Read more... )

I swear it's time to get more serious about everything ( Read more... )

Amazing thing ever:

BLINK 182 IS COMING TO DARIEN LAKE ON MY BIRTHDAY!!!!

What the hell could I ever ask for on my 18th birthday than to see my x-lover from a long time?!

5 pages into my senior thesis, only four more paragraphs ( Read more... )

This was a very long day, but somewhat productive! I believe I'm moving in the right direction with just about every thing. I'm just hoping I actually finish at the finish point instead of being left behind. School can't go any slower. We are in the teen's next week of the amount of day's left of in-school classes we have. I want things to just be ( Read more... )

Even though I feel like I'm giving up on a dream, the big picture is that my dream still can be alive. I would love to go to Villa and it has been my number one school choice but ever since I got the letter with the how much I will owe the school, I couldn't take it. Maybe it's my fault for not going with any scholorships and I feel horrible that I ( Read more... )

Ever since you left me..I been so out of order ( Read more... )

I hate being stuck in time.