im starting to be able to tolerate not eating again ! woo! im so happy. its like i dont even want anything, i looked in the pantry and i felt an empty feeling heh woo!

Name: Mystischfeuer ( Read more... )

I'm so proud of myself. I ate a little bad today... but then I went to the gym and burned 700 calories on the elliptical! :D!!! I did 50 sit ups, 50 leg raises on each side anddddd some weird ab thingy and 3 pound weights to work on my arms so they don't get all muscly I can tell some results I just want to be a size one :D When im at school I ( Read more... )

I just binged.. it was bread and butter...that shit kills... It's ok ill go on a water diet for two or three days... see how it works.. i'm excercising on the elliptical... gonna burn 600 calories. thats six miles in one hour. I don't want the muscle but if I can see my fucking ribs it's success! I want to learn how to not think about food while at ( Read more... )

Dont eat. If you want to see food, look in the mirror at your thighs.
Light as a feather floating on air, I want to be perfect and barely there.
Without discipline,there is no life at all.
The difference between want and need is self control.
An imperfect body reflects an imperfect person.

About a year later... and i'm back again... still pissed at myself for my weight.. and i think since i'm older i should take more charge with it. that 2 4 6 8 diet is so suave n I'm totally doing it :]already got my water n everything. I don't want to be a model, I just want to be skinny and atleast here I can admit whats wrong with me, so like I ( Read more... )

The 2468 Diet ( Read more... )

Just here waiting for my clothes to dry... being bored.. lost francine.. well told her parents what was happening with the drugs and all that shit ( Read more... )

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Hmm... Today wasn't that exciting. I went to school exhausted and got a crap load of make-up work which i am doing right now. Geometry to be exact. I told off Francine. Whatever she deserves it anyways. Shes just a bitch and im sick of her. I think im changing into a totally different person... but I like it... I know change is good :] This girl ( Read more... )